Neuro Note #2: "My Beautiful Broken Brain"

   I watched the documentary "My Beautiful Broken Brain" which is about a 34 year old woman named Lotje Sodderland and her journey of recovery following a hemorrhagic stroke, which was later found to be due to a pre-birth abnormality in her blood vessels. This documentary follows her journey returning home from the hospital, to going to an inpatient rehabilitation facility for people who have suffered a stroke, and even trying a new experimental treatment (which may have been the cause of a seizure that she later experienced). The beginning of this documentary was heart breaking as she showed her everyday struggles with communicating. The hardest part was to see her frustration with herself, knowing that these were things she should know how to do and knowing that she used to be able to. At about 7 months since the stroke, her language was noticeably better and she seemed to be a little happier with herself. She then heard about an experimental non-invasive brain stimulation study which gave her hope for more improvement in her language comprehension. Unfortunately, either from the experiment or from her increased risk following her stroke, Lotje had a seizure which caused a regression in her progress. Seeing both her and her family's experience throughout the whole recovery progress shows just how important it is to have that support system backing someone in the recovery process.
   I have always found documentaries like this are so important because they remind us that the clients and patients we deal with are real people and so are their family members. I also think it is nice to see the reactions in "real-time" since the footage was taken throughout her recovery. I think her story is also very inspirational, because despite her roadblocks along the way, and her frustrations, she shows that after a brain injury like this not everyone will be able to get back to their "old self" but they can still have goals and strive to be successful in other ways in their new life. At one point in the documentary she talks about her new outlook on her life and how she has different goals in life now but that doesn't mean she has failed. I think this is important for all OT's to remember as well as any person dealing with a neurological or physical condition, sometimes one will have to change things about his or her old life, but it does not have to be a bad thing. In my neurological course we have been learning about CVAs (aka strokes) and to see the deficits that commonly follow a stroke through a documentary like this really helps to put into perspective how serious and devastating these effects can be.  I definitely think that others should watch this film to see how Lotje and her family/ friends helped her overcome so much in a single year following her stroke.  Overall I loved Lotje's positivity and courage throughout this whole film and I think there is a lot to learn from her perseverance.